'The Thing'

I would rather call the subject 'the thing' to show my anger towards it. Day after day, I am becoming to hate ‘the thing’ more and more. Why ‘it’ has to own everything that I have. Can’t ‘the thing’ choose its own world and let I have mine. Since I was young, I always be the unique one and I don’t like own something that others have. To see ‘the thing’ mirrors me was very irritating and today it worsen and ‘it’ want to interfere my life. Why ‘it’ has to use other’s power to fulfil its dream. And the dream that ‘the thing’ wanted is the dream that I pursued. Why me?

Can’t it wait until ‘it’ matured enough to hold the burden and not being so greedy?

Please let ‘the thing’ gets out of my life. Definitely 'it' was not in my league to compete.

Rejuvenate

After few month struggling with so many thing at work, I have decided to have a getaway (not far though) just to rejuvenate and refresh my mind yang definitely kusut and overused.It was not my plan from the beginning. My officemates suggested the idea about Chemerung waterfall and they did all the preparation. I wasn't confirmed at first until the last minute i decided to leave the workload behind and focusing on myself. The best part the location we chose is very remote which doesn't allow any cellular network coverage at all. I totally forgot about everything at home/office and enjoy each of every second there.

Serene and tranquil. The waterfall is actually taller than this but this is the spot we chose.

See.very clear water.cool and refreshing.

The bbq+picniq was perfect although that important marinated chiqs was forgoten by Wawa and CCC at first. Haha. We almost jadi cannibal eating raw meat when Mat Din si budak hyperactive almost dropped the charcoals into the water. And myself being so sengal forgoten to fill up the fuel before go until i realise that half way to the waterfall. When we reached Chemerung, the indication indicates 0 fuel and I was very panic if I cannot return home and have to leave my car there.

Delicious BBQ by chef CCC.

Luckily during the return, I managed to drive about 40km to the nearest fuel station but with all my friends escorted me from behind. Thanks guys. I wonder what going to happen if my car stop in the middle of the forest and I just got a new info saying that the area is 'keras'. But that doesn't stop me from visited Chemerung which Junsays secluded and not touristy (plus point) .Most important the place still clean and tak tercemar although still got some rubbish left behind- maybe from the people who does not concern about clean environment. They don't know the importance of preserving this place where we can get spa services-massages,jacuzzis and mind theraphy for free.Heheh

Private jacuzzi and see Wawa having her b**t massage (you said that :p)

All in all, the waterfall does rejuvates and restore my energy and strength to continue work. Although my body aching, it's only temporary and I am H.A.P.P.Y.

Us having a good time

More piccas at Jun's blog.

Feeling inspired?

Do you inspired by your boss?

Answer: No. You do not inspire me.

Wow! My statement would be the most controversial one. But I hope you are all my good friend. wink! wink!

What I want to say here actually is how I envy others who has a great bos. I envy my friend like TYF to have M*z*i as his boss. How i wish he could be my boss too. He is the type of leader who we should inspires. I like the way he handle things with wisdom. The way he shows appreciation and compliments us for all the efforts we have put.

And today, I was visited by a Principal from our fraternity, Shahrizal Dahlan to help me on one of our initiatives. I was a lil bit inferior at first, because Shah is a well known for failing a lot of people in our skill group assessment. But, actually he was so baik sangat and willing to share and download whatever the knowledge and experience that he has to myself. He is a wise young man indeed and I know I will never be as genius/wise as him. I will always remember his advise that all the challenges that I have now, is the opportunity for me to shine. Insyallah.

"When a person really desires something, all the universe conspires to help that person to realize his dream" Paulo Coelho-from the latest inspiring story i read.

Tak Ada Rezeki

Remember I mentioned in my FB i have booked 2 ticket to Puteri Gunung Ledang the Musical III at IB on the 21st February. Well, actually it does not turn good. Few days after that(more than 3 day although the say booking confirmation within 3 days) , an agent from Axcess Tickets called me to tell that that 2 seat that I requested for was already sold out. She asked me if want to change the show to 22nd February (on demand show actually). At that time, (well hati sudah panas kan) I said I just want to watch the show only on 21st. I even questioned her why the confirmation only comes after few days. Then, I told her to just cancelled the booking.
Maybe our seats will still available if she processed my booking within that 3 days.

Masa tu tak pikir panjang, I shud have grab the offer on the 22nd tu rather than to wait for another year to watch the show. Menyesal la pulak, sebab I really2 wanted to watch that so much. Next year, Tiara might not be in the show lagi.

Macamana pun 22nd tu, a little bit hard for me. Its Sunday, me working and 8.30pm pulak. So I have to apply for leave for 2 days just for the show. I cannot guarantee that I can make it on that day and if I miss it, terbang dekat RM400++ for 2 tickets beb. Banyak tu!

Mungkin dah tak ada rezeki. Cuba lagi.

It happen again and again

28 January 2008 - unsolved mystery. no conclusion. i took me 4 days to find the clue which i am not really sure exist.
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04 February 2008 - concluded with causes yang masih samar2
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09 February 2008 - concluded.

You might be clueless of what I am talking about. But this is what really happen to me for this consequtive week. Whenever i received an sms early in the morning,it's like a trauma to me,meaning that something bad has happened. Each time I will be automatically drag over to that lengthy hours of investigation that would end until late hours.
I was the one that have to search for evidence and prepare the write up each time it happen, although the true causes is beyond my responsibility. I dun really mind doing this things because somehow I learn a lot from it.
But what really makes me become frustrated is the attitude of people who sometimes dun want to take responsibility. This type of people is so eager to claim the glory but avoiding it when problem occured without having sense of responsibility/ownership to solve it. To hell with them.
This really2 makes me tired and stressful.

Stress management

I was so tense today thinking of my work, my assessment, my ppa and lbvf which I have to settle all of this within this week.
I tried to read some note for the assessment but I cannot really focus. I end up surfing through my fav blogs until I found this game which make me more tense. Damn!

I've been tagged

Two times Rashid tagged me. Mula2 thru facebook. Terpaksa la buat juga although not in the mood in writing lately due to my hectic life.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(To do this, go to "notes" under tabs (or the + sign) on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.

But this will be the hard one la. Asked me 25 random things about me. Bagi soalan kan senang sikit. But anyway this is my answers.

Aku:
1. I like red and black. combination of passion,strength, energy,power and Mystery for black.
2. Full of mystery ;)
3. Selalu MIA - for somewhat reason la. but i never MIA from kerja.

4. Macam rashid aku pun sometimes mandi satu hari sekali..
5. Mesti pakai perfume bila keluar rumah. Aku pernah kena complain ngan operator masuk plant sembur perfume sebotol ker?
6. I like singing. Kat mana? Karaoke(pusat karaoke, rumah or dalam bilik air)
7. I like indonesian songs.
8. I like cats so much. Aku tido ngan kucing kat rumah di kampung.
9. I'm not really organise type of person. Messy sgt2. Need help for this
10. Suka buat things at the last minute. Terbawak2 time belajar dulu.
11. I dun drink carbonated drink. My fav drink ice lemon tea. Or herbalife teamix.
12. I love good foods. My fav chinese and japanese.
13. I sometimes cheated my herbalife routine for good foods..
14. Suka amik self photo to see if I gain weight. It's easily shown of my face.
15. I love travel so much. My fav place Paris. Always wanted to return there.
16. I shop when I want to. I dun plan to buy things except if the thing is really2 expensive.
17. I love branded stuff yang ikut kemampuan.
18. Short tempered but forgiven.
19. Tak suka diperintah walaupun aku kerja makan gaji.
20. I took into account people suggestion but normally I took my own decision. Not easily influence by others.
21.I dun talk a lot at first met. Aku jenis senyap sikit but mula byk cakap bila dah comfortable.
22. I dun like to talk thru phone panjang2. My conversation will be very short and simple except pasal kerja. Even with my mum. Please forgive me for this.
23.I want a better job, a better salary for the truth.
25. Malas..nak pikir pun malas

25. I am single. Still got bunch of close friend that not yet married. I will start gelabah when this boys started to settle down. That's what you guys feel jugak kan when I do. LOL

Dah...till then

Nak kena tag next victim jugak..5-6 cukup la ek.

1. Rashid (aku bley tag ko balik)
2. Fiza StuckInTheMiddle
3. June
4. Mat Din the Penglipur Lara
5. Joe (bila mung nok update blog)
6. Mijie