It's Complicated.

I was talking to my good friend. It's about her and about me. Please don't bother if you do not understand. Because it's complicated.


She said,"am i too hard for guys to handle?"

I said,"they afraid.maybe coz you are better than most men."

She said,"why can't they takes some time to know the other side of me."

I said,"they should. but they are more comfortable with the way you are now."

She said,"i can never change myself isn't."

I said," i am also having difficulties. i don't really know what i am searching for."

She said,"do you still want to let the feeling keep inside?"

I said,"i am scared and unsure.its complicated."

She said,"how will u know?no formula you can use to lead to the answer except you really do something about it."

I said,"i need some more times."

She said,"the world isn't waiting for anyone."

I said,"I need to stay calm to think wisely."

She said,"solat is the best way to find peace of mind."

I said,"I should do the istiqarah.never done before."

She said,"I should too."


End of conversation. Maybe i should do the last advise.
To her: sorry. i have to quote our conversation for this entry.
No hard feeling ek ;)